Divine Discourse of Param PujyaShri Dr. VishwaMitr ji Maharajshri ( an amateur and a humble attempt at translating His Discourses in English )
Love with the Lord
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Yesterday we were discussing, Maa Kaushalya called a person, who was going to Chitrakoot. She said to him- Dear! You are going to Chitrakoot, give Ram a message from my end, for once come to Ayodhya.
Alright Mother. I will request Lord Ram that Older Mother, remembers you a lot. In your remembrance she really flutters, suffers, kindly for once return back to Ayodhya.
Mother Kaushalya says, No dear one! Not from my end. I have no right over Him. Why no right? I could not love Him like King Dashratha. If my love was like King Dashratha, then I would have died, the way King Dashratha left his body. No don’t say from my end.
Then Mother, from whose end May I say? Say from horses. The horses remember you a lot. How lovingly you used to rub their backs, they used to look at you, now too they remember all these things. They cry in your remembrance. At least come once and have a look at them. After meeting them, if you still can muster some courage, to go back to the forest, then you may go. I am sure that seeing the love of your horses, seeing them cry, seeing them upset for you, you will not be able to return.
Mother Kaushalya tells the person, that I am very sure that My Ram will not believe you. Why? As He will say to you – No No it’s not like that. Bharat is there. He loves all my things way more than me. So he must be loving the horses too. Tell Him- No doubt in it Ram! Bharat loves every thing of yours ten times, hundred times more. But the problem is, that the horses, even though they are receiving Bharat’s love are still becoming very weak. It seems in your separation, whatever they are eating, it’s not serving it’s purpose. Bharat’s love is not giving them care that your love used to give. Not only this, Ram you say that more Bharat loves them, the more they remember you. This is the condition of theirs. Try to understand! Just see what is their condition. Their tears don’t stop. For how many hours Bharat serves, to see Bharat’s body, his form, all reminds them more of You and they cry more in parting from you. Please believe, your Mother is telling the truth. With this their pain of separation does not become less, it increases.
Dear ladies and gentlemen, this pain of suffering is a huge thing. Pain of parting or pain of separation , it has great potential. How this suffering expresses itself, in tears, one does not feel hungry, nor thirsty, one has to eat, to live, but everything is done without any interest. Not from the mind. The mind is somewhere else, the mind is at another place. Therefore one has to eat, drink, sleep, one cannot do without these. Without them, one cannot do spiritual practices, without these one cannot even love God, if one wants to, therefore doing all these, one does it in disinterested manner. Not from the mind, eats, drinks, sleeps because one has to.
Goodness knows how many times one wakes up at night. After few minutes keeps looking at the clock. By sleeping only the night might not pass away. The tears that flow, ladies and gentlemen, they are called tears of separation. Those tears have so much potential, it cannot be explained. They have so much of capability that s not in anything else, that can make the Lord cry. It is only in the tears of separation, tears of love, that these can make the Lord cry.These tears have the capacity to make the Lord cry.